Walking Right Out the Door

So here’s the thing since I actually don’t want to even look at you again
How dare you even put me in that position
You made me stand there as if you didn’t care
I hope it felt good as you fucking sat there

Please tuck her in nice and tight
And pretend that you didn’t fuck me in those sheets earlier on that night
OH and PS in case you are completely unaware
The friend card is full
I’ve had my total and complete fill of you

I’ll be sure to toast
With my next fucking drink
To you and the Mrs.
And I hope your heart shrinks
With the void and the loneliness
I no longer feel bad for your happenstance

“He’s a good guy caught in bad situation”
Please know my soul is forever tainted
With this bad information

Monday morning can’t come soon enough
When you can see all the sickness and disgust
On my face in my walk
And please don’t you mock
Don’t sit there and laugh
How you played me and such
You made the nice girl
Feel like she sucked

So congrats
Right on
Enjoy the victory lap
And all the pats on the back

For when it’s all done
And you’ve had all your fun
All that will be left
Is a man whose sum never came close to his parts
And a person with nothing but a shriveled up heart

Good Bye

Just when I’m not looking you appear
When I’ve got my head in another direction
When I’ve lost all affection

My focus is back
My heart in tact
I’ve conquered those fears
And dried up all the tears

I don’t think of you don’t wish for you
I won’t pretend your there
I’ve forgotten how I cared

I’ve got other plans
I’ve grown selfish and inpatient
I’m no longer complacent
With this lifestyle, my hair
Even the clothes that I wear

I wish so badly that I could make you disappear
That I could erase you from my heart my soul
That you never existed
This way I won’t feel so constricted
I won’t feel like I’m stuck at the bottom of an infinite hole
I can stop living in fear
And just be, right here

Quote of the Year

"Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer........... because it feels so good when I stop"