Good Bye

Just when I’m not looking you appear
When I’ve got my head in another direction
When I’ve lost all affection

My focus is back
My heart in tact
I’ve conquered those fears
And dried up all the tears

I don’t think of you don’t wish for you
I won’t pretend your there
I’ve forgotten how I cared

I’ve got other plans
I’ve grown selfish and inpatient
I’m no longer complacent
With this lifestyle, my hair
Even the clothes that I wear

I wish so badly that I could make you disappear
That I could erase you from my heart my soul
That you never existed
This way I won’t feel so constricted
I won’t feel like I’m stuck at the bottom of an infinite hole
I can stop living in fear
And just be, right here