Why

Why do you continously pop up in my life? You float around like some awful ghost disrupting my life. A life that I have carefully created in order to forget all about you.
Do you forget that part, you know the one where you messed everything up. You walked around with every little piece of me and didn't even know it, and now, now that you walked all over me, chewed me up spit me out and left me. Now that I have finally moved forward, now you want to come back!!!?
You want to haunt me, lurk in the deep dark corners of my life just waiting for that opportunity where you can leap out with your innocent "hello".

It's a nice fantasy to imagine that we can fix this, that you can get a big white horse and ride in and save me, but this isn't the movies, this isn't Disneyland, and sweetheart I don't need to be saved.

GET OUT

Remember

Remember when we went to that restaurant
Remember when we saw that movie
Remember when I was the only person that could cheer you up
Remember when we drank four bottles of wine,
just 'cause
Remember when the best time was watching the rain fall
Remember when you were entertained by just staring at me
Remember when we laughed
Remember when you cried
Remember when we danced in the living room,
to that sappy song
Remember when you held my hand
Remember when you liked the way I dressed
Remember when you made my bed
Remember when you liked my hair
Remember when you liked the way I drove
Remember when you kissed me,
that one time

Remember how you loved me?