Lessons Learned

I thought this would be simple
Cutting you out of my life severing all ties
But I'm discovering that when you walked out you forgot to disconnect
You forgot to let me go
I can still feel you,
You're everywhere but with me
You sit in the middle of my radio turning every station to a song that makes me think of you
You posess my remote to flip the television to every show I can no longer stand
You're standing in the middle of the field leading that donkey to walk right in front of my car
I even get to watch you erase me from your life like I was never even there.

It doesn't matter anyways I know longer believe
I don't believe in that truth
I don't believe in making it through that dark moment
I don't believe in happily ever after
Those things only exist in fairy tales, love songs, and TBS movies
Not in real life, not in this life, not ever in my life