Closure

It’s gotten to the point of almost comedy!
How you can just ruin me,
With that little flick that you call a remedy.
You think that your emotions will truly shut off?
You think that it is just as simple as snorting that stuff?
Well eventually when you sober up,
eventually when you realize that what you’ve created isn’t enough

You’ll come strolling back in, you’ll re-appear
and swear never more will I do such things,
never more will I pull at your heart strings.

Well this is a risky game you play where you duck and weave away from me
Who knows where I’ll be when you come to your senses
Who knows where I’ll be when you attempt to mend fences.
But I promise you this and I hope that you’re reading
so that you can feel how much my heart's bleeding,
I promise you that when you come knockin’ I’ll be locking the door
and stuffing my ears 'till I hear you no more
So I won’t be tempted, I won’t be distracted, I won’t be ambushed, or even contracted.
To let you back in to trust you again, to say, I love you, to that hallow heart you hold within.

Never again will you trick me and trap me, never again will you get to unravel me.
So get lost, be gone, disappear, go sing someone else your sad sad song.
Because when you think of me and smile to yourself,
when you think of me and go back to that happy place,
when you think of me and get turned on....

Just know that I’m long gone.