Why

Why did you do that? Why did you make me believe again, why did you do that to me. I was fine living in my very true reality, before you yanked me out without even asking. I'm not sure where to start with the repairs, my heart or my mind. As long as I remained in control as long as I remained the driver things were fine I know where my heart lies and you were the one who moved it out of that stoney silence and you made it hurt so bad.......... why? My brain could logically see it's way to the end of any romantice escapade, it stayed focused on what it was good at and never ventured, and then you came and swept away all logic and now I have to tell it to go back and it hurts so bad ................. why did you do that? I knew I should have held my stance I knew I should have stayed with my feet firmly planted on the ground, but you made me think I could fly, and now that the ride is over I am falling so quickly back to the earth that I just don't think my knees will be able to take the impact and it will hurt so bad. Why did you do that? Don't get confused I'm not calling you a liar, a cheat, a bastard or selfish. Then it would be easy. The difference is I actually believed that talk, I actually bought into that dream, I actually trusted you and now that you have decided that things just don't fit, I am deserted justifying to myself why you left and the only person to blame here is me. Why did you turn the mirror on me you knew that it would hurt so bad, seeing the ugliness that lives in me. Seeing the flaws of my stone heart and trained brain and you did it anyways ............. why?