Heart

Missing someone is a funny thing. It can make you sad, lonely, empty all sorts of not so nice things, however it also make you feel aware. Aware of how much you truly enjoy that person, aware of the love you feel for them, the place in your life they hold. That lack of human connection can leave you feeling incomplete (don't worry I won't pull a Jerry McGuire I promise), and unimportant. There are two things that happen when you miss someone you can realize how much you truly love them, or you can realize that you are truly missing something in your life and that person was just being place holder. Both of these realizations can be scary and daunting, thus creating this closed door feeling over your heart so that you cannot feel pain. Well you also cannot truly feel joy. So taking that leap, making that jump is what I have decided to do, it's scary and it's thrilling all at once and it makes me miss him so